PROBLEMS .

 Hi guys!!

I don't know if you could tell from the blog title, but I am not in a good mood. 

I kind of am, but in reference to this project, I am not.

My mother just informed me that I will be going out of town for a good portion of next week. I leave Monday night. And I am not sure when I come back. I have to go visit family I haven't seen in over 10 years in Orlando, which is good, but what about the project??? 

I haven't even filmed yet! I guess I can't complain too much because it is my own fault for not having completed that in the first place, but still. I feel much more cramped on time now. I was supposed to have this entire week to film, as this weekend I have two games and less time. So I am stressing out.  A lot. 

The good news is that my amazing teacher has offered us an extension on our portfolio project. Previously due on the 12th, we now have until the 18th. This gives me next week to film, if I cannot get it done beforehand. Obviously, I should try, so I have more time to work on the other two components of my project. 

As for social media and the postcard, it is difficult for me to develop those without any footage. So as of now, I am just creating rough ideas and visuals for how I want to create those until I have legitimate substance. 

This whole project has really been a learning experience. I need to quit procrastinating!! It seriously is making my life so much harder. You would think that if I continue to feel so overwhelmed every time I procrastinate, I would stop procrastinating. Insanity is defined as doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results. 

equipment

 hi everyone!

I plan on shooting soon soooo here is a list of the things I will be using:

• iPhone 12- I debated whether I should use my phone or my dad's Nikon camera. However, my phone's camera has amazing quality and I am much more familiar with it. I wouldn't want to waste time trying to figure out how to use a fancier camera when mine is good enough.
• Tripod for phone
• Mobile camera stabilizer (fits phone!)
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• A bunchhhh of soccer balls (Might borrow my coach's soccer bag so that I don't have to be running around after every single shot on goal)
• A couple extra teammates to shoot on my goalie
• Lighting fixtures (inside filming)
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• Color filters- These are meant to go with a separate camera, but I might try just taping them to my phone to see how it looks

I plan on filming as much as I can in one day, but if anything comes short I will come back and adjust.

group meetings #3!

hi everyone ! We had our last group meeting today which is kind of scary because that means the project is due soon ! Maybe because it’s my senior year, or because last year the pandemic began mid-project, but this years portfolio project went by muchhhhh quicker. Little bit overwhelming.

So, today we had our group meetings! Like the last couple meetings, I heard a lot of super cool ideas. I can’t wait for this project to be over so I can see what everyone else did. It’s super exciting!

I got a couple of suggestions for my project.

Somebody suggested that maybe the story closes with the goalie becoming afraid of the goal. She becomes so hyper fixated on soccer that she begins to dread it, and every time she is in goal she feels this anxiety that takes over her.

Another idea that I liked is that instead of everything leading up to her college decision, she could be rejected halfway through the piece. I think that would give it some nice structure as well. Following her rejection, she kind of falls apart and has to reevaluate her desire for the sport and her passion for life, as soccer has been the only thing she knows.

Additionally, someone said my piece reminded them of Black Swan. I really like this comparison because personally, I like to be inspired by other art when I create. I think it helps new ideas come to mind. Something I really loved about Black Swan was the use of mirrors to represent self reflection, so maybe I’ll use that.

Obviously, I wouldn't be utilizing the whole aggressive lipstick thing, but you get the gist. 

Bye for now ! :)

costume choices

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!

So today I will be discussing costume choices. It is a lot easier in my case because goalies and all soccer teams wear uniforms.

My goalkeeper's shirt is a bright neon green long sleeve, that contrasts the dull green of the field. Her jersey sticks out a lot, which is good because I want her to have a powerful presence. Additionally, she will wear black soccer shorts and black soccer socks. 

( I don't have the long sleeve picture so you will have to VISUALIZE!!! ) 

In the scenes in which she does not wear her uniform, (at home, etc) she will also be wearing soccer clothes, just not her goalie unfirom. I'll have her wear some tournament shirts, keeping her hair up in a ponytail and soccer shorts for her casual, off-the-field look. This will show that she does not care much about her appearance at all, as the only clothes she wears are related to soccer. She makes her whole life about soccer. She won't look too well put together as a person.

Wait oh my god this looks so mean Alex if you read this I THINK YOU LOOK GREAT HERE!! Your character will look like this but not in cute jeans, and with a much more messy ponytail and sweaty look. I think you look pretty here please don't hate me. Just picture like the soccer jersey and some shorts. 

If I include other character shots, they will be wearing plain clothing to contrast Alex. I want her to standout in the piece.

SPRING BREAK YUUUUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In order to enjoy this post at full capacity, you need to play the jersey shore music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFskSht2MD8

Okay good, I'm glad you listened. This song is so fun it puts me in such a hyper mood. If you didn't, you're missing out and you will NOT match the vibe of this post. 

HAPPY SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!! MY LAST SPRING BREAK OF HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!

MUCH NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This past quarter beat the living h e double hockey sticks out of me. If I'm being honest, I definitely relaxed wayyyy too much once I got accepted to college because I really forgot how hectic and brutal the third quarter can be. BUT ITS SMOOTH SAILING NOW!!!!!!!!! Everything now is reviews and light work. This is probably the only class I have to put in genuine work for. But I am so excited for my spring break!!!! 

Also, this is my last break before I graduate?? What?? That's literally so weird I don't know to process it. I AM JUST KIDDING I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a stupid idiot and I still remember that covid exists, however I am still going to have fun!!! Lots of beach days for me. 

Okay so one small problem, though. I was PLANNING on shooting over break just because it seemed like the smartest thing to do. No school means more time to plan and prepare, more hours in the daylight, etc. However I did not realize that everyone but me apparently on my soccer team would be vacationing throughout the break, so all of our practices for the week got canceled.

Why does this matter, you ask??? Have you not been paying attention at all?? I JUST explained in a very recent blog post that I would have to film on nights where I practice so that the field is reserved for my team and I have ensured time and space to shoot. ALSO the star of my short is going out of town for a little bit BUT she needs to get tested before I see her since she traveled, which means I am NOT shooting over break. 

                        I guess I will just

wait.

This sucks a LOT but I will work through it. In a way, I can use this break to plan out my shooting even more and recharge, so I can be prepared following my 10 days of bliss. 

I just thought I would update you all on this minor setback. I plan on shooting either the week after break, or worst case the following. I would rather get it done sooner so I have more time to edit though. 

character background

Hi guys!

So for my goalie character, I wanted to keep it fairly simple when it comes to her background.

Since it is a short film and not a movie or episodic documentary, I feel like it is important to develop a character with an implied background that is easy for viewers to figure out on their own. It is a short film, so I want to spend most of it developing her character rather than just explaining her past. 

I want to make it evident that this is a girl who has been taking soccer extremely seriously for the majority of her life. She has been playing travel soccer for years now and is clearly very good.

Because she is so good, I think I'll have her be cocky on the outside; maybe she has problems with controlling her anger when she lets a goal in, etc. But deep down, this is rooted from the insecurity that she is not good enough. This fear will be explained through voiceovers probably, as we hear others from her life telling her. Perhaps it'll be coaches or her parents. That way, the audience can see the pressure put on her without having to delve too deep into her past. It's quick.

Additionally, I want to make sure my audience can see that socially, soccer has been a setback for her. This can be more implied than anything, as the goalkeeping will be a sort of metaphor for the way she acts with her relationships- she doesn't let anyone in. 

Oh my goddddddddddddddd this girl seems like a total DRAG totally the life of the party!!!

By the end of the film hopefully, SOMEONE will tolerate her because as I create her character even I want to punch her.

target audience

Hey everyone!

I've kind of been struggling with my blogs, to be honest. It's hard for me with this whole blog thing. It's hard to remember a lot. But I set reminders on my phone, so hopefully, that helps. Also, I struggle with coming up with ideas to write about. Thankfully, my super amazing and helpful teacher has put up a file with a bunch of blog topics, so that comes in handy.

Now, time to clarify my target audience:

I definitely want to gear my short film to athletes. Not just casual athletes though; people who take their sport seriously. Who see it as a lifestyle and are passionate about their sport. The whole point of my short film will be that the goalkeeper almost takes it TOO seriously, so even though anybody could enjoy it, serious athletes are more likely to genuinely understand it. 

Additionally, I'd like to have the target age range be upperclassmen in high school. This is very specific, but for good reason: sports are different once you are my age. Whether it is your intention or not, you have to consider it as a future now. A lot of people play competitively just for their youth; they don't want to go pro. Or some people know since they're 5 years old that they want to be on their national team. It's weird. But you start seeing scouts, and your teammates start sending colleges their highlights. It's hard not to avoid the subject. The goalie will be a senior in high school who wants to play for a college, so she definitely takes it much more seriously than someone who isn't playing with the intention of making a career out of it. 

As for the social class, there is no target. Anyone can enjoy this because soccer is a sport that is played anywhere; from dirt roads with a ball of made of paper to the nicest fields in rich American neighborhoods. Many of the most famous players in the world came from poverty. For example, Dani Alves from the Brazillian national was dirt poor and now he is playing for one of the best teams in the world. If the talent and commitment are there, you can make it anywhere. 

I thought about targeting the film towards girls since the soccer experience is very different for us. (We are taken less seriously, the wage gap, do I need to go on?) But I didn't really want to make this a feminist piece, so it's targeted to any gender.